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Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, May 08, 2016

A Psalm for the Days of Doubt and Depression

I am full of doubts and darkness Lord;
Come rescue me from this pain.
The questions haunt me
As answers elude my mind.

O God, why do you hide your face from me?
Why do you leave me here in the dark?
All day long I cry out to you
And all night long I pray.

I beseech you Lord, Rescue me!
Save me from the pit of despair!
Shine your light into my darkness
So I can see your face.

Answers still elude me
But you are patient with my questions.
You are with me in my pain,
You sit with me in the darkness.

Still I will trust in you, O God
In your unfailing love I will rest.
You have promised to be with me always
I cling to you.


Thursday, June 04, 2015

wait to live

I wrote this a couple of years ago as loved ones waited in hospice for a dearly loved family member to pass on from this life to the next. I found it the other day and thought I would share it on here.
wait to live

your mother waits:
9 months to meet you,
2-3 years for you to get out of diapers,
3-5 years for you to go to school.

you can't wait to:
go to school,
sit at the adult table at family gatherings,
be one of the big kids,
drive,
get a car,
graduate high school,
grow up and leave it all behind.

then you wait to:
graduate college,
find employment,
move out on your own,
get your dream job,
buy a house,
marry,
have kids,
retire.

and in the end,
you wait to die.

but all along the way
we are waiting
and longing,
for heaven,
to be with Jesus,
waiting to live whole -
no longer broken, shattered, and torn,
waiting to die to self and wake to LIFE.

waiting to live,
waiting to die,
to truly LIVE.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

C. S. Lewis: Is Theology Poetry? (Part 2: Metaphors, Symbols, and Science)

Today I want to finish going through “Is Theology Poetry?"* (You can read Part 1 here.)

In this essay, C. S. Lewis sought to answer the question:
"Does Christian theology owe its attraction to its power of arousing and satisfying our imaginations?"

After talking about myth in the first half, he then talks about the way theology uses "metaphorical or symbolical language". For example, God the Father is not the "Father" of Jesus in a physical sense, and when we talk about Jesus "coming down to earth" we don't mean that he parachuted down from above, so why do we use this language?

Lewis invites us to consider what the early Christians believed. Did they believe all of this language in a literal way? Lewis says: "It is very probable that most... of the first generation of Christians never thought of their faith without anthropomorphic imagery, and that they were not explicitly conscious, as a modern would be, that it was mere imagery." So we are trying to force a dichotomy on them that simply didn't exist in their minds.

Lewis goes on to say that the reason we don't restate our beliefs without using metaphors and symbols is that we can't:
"We can, if you like, say “god entered history” instead of saying “god came down to earth.” But, of course, “entered” is just as metaphorical as “came down.” you have only substituted horizontal or undefined movement for vertical movement. We can make our language duller; we cannot make it less metaphorical. We can make the pictures more prosaic; we cannot be less pictorial." 
Of course Christians are not the only ones with this problem. Language restraints force us to do this in all manner of situations. Lewis says "all language about things other than physical objects is necessarily metaphorical." (And here I am reminded of my studies in postmodernism again.)

Lewis reminds us that the "Scientific" Worldview is the one he started from, but abandoned, even before he became a Christian, because he found in it a fatal flaw:
"One absolutely central inconsistency ruins it; The whole picture professes to depend on inferences from observed facts. Unless inference is valid, the whole picture disappears. [...] unless reason is an absolute — all is in ruins. Yet those who ask me to believe this world picture also ask me to believe that reason is simply the unforeseen and unintended by-product of mindless matter at one stage of its endless and aimless becoming. Here is flat contradiction. They ask me at the same moment to accept a conclusion and to discredit the only testimony on which that conclusion can be based. The difficulty is to me a fatal one..." - C. S. Lewis
This sounds a lot like what Lewis writes in The Abolition of Man, which I will have to save for another post!

Lewis crams so much into this short essay! He even mentions 2/3 of the trilemma argument he fleshes out in Mere Christianity: "Once you accepted Theism, you could not ignore the claims of Christ. And when you examined them it appeared to me that you could adopt no middle position. Either he was a lunatic, or god. And he was not a lunatic."

Lewis concludes by saying that though he may find difficulties in Theology, in trying to harmonize it with "particular truths which are embedded in the mythical cosmology derived from science", he can "allow for science as a whole". But if one was to "swallow the scientific cosmology as a whole" then not only does Christianity not fit into that worldview, but he cannot even fit in science:
"If minds are wholly dependent on brains, and brains on biochemistry, and biochemistry (in the long run) on the meaningless flux of the atoms, I cannot understand how the thought of those minds should have any more significance than the sound of the wind in the trees. And this is to me the final test. This is how I distinguish dreaming and waking. When I am awake I can, in some degree, account for and study my dream. The dragon that pursued me last night can be fitted into my waking world. I know that there are such things as dreams; I know that I had eaten an indigestible dinner; I know that a man of my reading might be expected to dream of dragons. But while in the nightmare I could not have fitted in my waking experience. The waking world is judged more real because it can thus contain the dreaming world; the dreaming world is judged less real because it cannot contain the waking one. For the same reason I am certain that in passing from the scientific points of view to the theological, I have passed from dream to waking. Christian theology can fit in science, art, morality, and the sub-Christian religions. The scientific point of view cannot fit in any of these things, not even science itself. I believe in Christianity as I believe that the Sun has risen, not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." - C. S. Lewis, "Is Theology Poetry?"


*You can read the entire essay, "Is Theology Poetry", here. You can also find it in The Weight of Glory and other Addresses and C. S. Lewis Essay Collection and Other Short Pieces)

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Index of Posts:
Day 1: 31 Days of C. S. Lewis (Introduction)
Day 2. C. S. Lewis on Longing (In "The Weight of Glory")
Day 3. C. S. Lewis on Sehnsucht (Longing and Desire in The Weight of Glory)
Day 4. C. S. Lewis Audio Recordings
Day 5: C. S. Lewis Online Resources
Day 6: C. S. Lewis: The Intolerable Compliment (The Problem of Pain)
Day 7: C. S. Lewis: What is "The Weight of Glory"?
Day 8: C. S. Lewis: The Great Divorce and The Weight of Glory
Day 9: C. S. Lewis: A Grief Observed
Day 10: C. S. Lewis, Myth, and Postmodernism
Day 11: C. S. Lewis, Myth, and Postmodernism (Part 2)
Day 12: C. S. Lewis and Postmodernism (Part 3 - Conclusion)
Day 13: C. S. Lewis: The Grand Miracle (Myth and Allusions)
Day 14: C. S. Lewis: Is Theology Poetry? (Part 1: More on Myth)
Day 15: C. S. Lewis: Is Theology Poetry? (Part 2: Metaphors, Symbols, and Science)

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

C. S. Lewis: Is Theology Poetry? (Part 1: More on Myth)

On November 6, 1944 C.S. Lewis gave a lecture entitled, “Is Theology Poetry?*,” to the Oxford Socratic Club. He sought to answer the question:
"Does Christian theology owe its attraction to its power of arousing and satisfying our imaginations?" In other words, are the people who believe it "mistaking aesthetic enjoyment for intellectual ascent or assenting because they enjoy?"

Lewis argues, “If theology is poetry, it is not very good poetry.” He mentions Odin's heroic appeal (again, expecting his audience to know the reference, which they probably did at the Oxford Socratic Club in 1944.) He then says, "If Christianity is only a mythology than I find the mythology I believe in is not the one I like best. I like Greek mythology much better, Irish better still, Norse best of all." So by "poetry", Lewis seems to have meant "mythology". At least, he uses the words interchangeably here.

I love the point he makes about the confusion between imaginative enjoyment and intellectual assent which Christians are being accused. He says this does not seem to happen in other situations either, even in children: "It pleases their imagination to pretend that they are bears or horses, but I do not remember that one was ever under the least delusion." (See, not only is he brilliant, he's funny, too!)

Even if our theology (i.e. our Christian belief system) does please our imagination, that would not be a reason to reject it as false. (Here comes "Balder" again!) Here again, Lewis is making the case for the Incarnation of Christ as the Myth that became Fact:
SÁM 66, 75v, death of Baldr
"Theology, while saying that a special illumination has been vouchsafed to Christians and (earlier) to Jews, also says that there is some divine illumination vouchsafed to all men. The divine light, we are told, “lighteneth every man.” We should, therefore, expect to find in the imagination of great Pagan teachers and myth makers some glimpse of that theme which we believe to be the very plot of the whole cosmic: story – the theme of incarnation, death, and rebirth. And the differences between the Pagan Christs (Balder, osiris, etc.) and the Christ himself is much what we should expect to find. The Pagan stories are all about someone dying and rising, either every year, or else nobody knows where and nobody knows when. The Christian story is about a historical personage, whose execution can be dated pretty accurately, under a named roman magistrate, and with whom the society that he founded is in a continuous relation down to the present day. It is not the difference between falsehood and truth. It is the difference between a real event on the one hand and dim dreams or premonitions of that same event on the other."
Lewis says it is like watching something gradually come into focus: "first it hangs in the clouds of myth and ritual, vast and vague, then it condenses, grows hard and in a sense small, as a historical event in first century Palestine."

We see this within the Christian tradition itself. Lewis writes, "the earliest stratum of the old Testament contains many truths in a form which I take to be legendary, or even mythical — hanging in the clouds, but gradually the truth condenses, becomes more and more historical." He gives the example of moving from the story of Noah’s ark or the sun standing still to the more factual information in 1 and 2 Kings. By the time you reach the new Testament, "history reigns supreme, and the Truth is incarnate."
And “incarnate” is here more than a metaphor. It is not an accidental resemblance that what, from the point of view of being, is stated in the form “god became man,” should involve, from the point of view of human knowledge, the statement “myth became Fact.” The essential meaning of all things came down from the “heaven” of myth to the “earth” of history. In so doing, it partly emptied itself of its glory, as Christ emptied himself of his glory to be man. That is the real explanation of the fact that Theology, far from defeating its rivals by a superior poetry, is, in a superficial but quite real sense, less poetical than they. [...] That is the humiliation of myth into fact, of god into man; what is everywhere and always, imageless and ineffable, only to be glimpsed in dream and symbol and the acted poetry of ritual becomes small, solid — no bigger than a man who can lie asleep in a rowing boat on the lake of galilee. you may say that this, after all, is a still deeper poetry. I will not contradict you. The humiliation leads to a greater glory. But the humiliation of god and the shrinking or condensation of the myth as it becomes fact are also quite real."
So when God became man, Myth became Fact. Cool! I love C. S. Lewis!

(This covers about the first half of the essay, so I will talk about the second half tomorrow.)

*You can read the entire essay here.

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Feel free to comment with your own thoughts and questions!

Index of Posts:
Day 1: 31 Days of C. S. Lewis (Introduction)
Day 2. C. S. Lewis on Longing (In "The Weight of Glory")
Day 3. C. S. Lewis on Sehnsucht (Longing and Desire in The Weight of Glory)
Day 4. C. S. Lewis Audio Recordings
Day 5: C. S. Lewis Online Resources
Day 6: C. S. Lewis: The Intolerable Compliment (The Problem of Pain)
Day 7: C. S. Lewis: What is "The Weight of Glory"?
Day 8: C. S. Lewis: The Great Divorce and The Weight of Glory
Day 9: C. S. Lewis: A Grief Observed
Day 10: C. S. Lewis, Myth, and Postmodernism
Day 11: C. S. Lewis, Myth, and Postmodernism (Part 2)
Day 12: C. S. Lewis and Postmodernism (Part 3 - Conclusion)
Day 13: C. S. Lewis: The Grand Miracle (Myth and Allusions)